My mind is obsessed with the idea of
Possible reconciliation. I love more than I'd like to And less than I desire to. I stumble over the need to be praised For simply existing. My pride is the antagonist of my life Coming from a place not of God But of evil. The ways of this world have pushed me And I've fallen into what I am appose to Because my stance was not a strong foundation And my strength alone was not enough. I've cried out and listened..... and listened And truth heard me And has been knocking on the door of my soul. I have been nervous to answer In fear of my weaknesses being exposed. Too stubborn to realize that the light is needed To reveal what requires healing. Why have I prayed for truth but ran from it when it arrived? I now see that pride has once again Stirred up the fight And selfishness has been it's ally. My alliance lies with the Lord For I am weak but He is strength and all powerful. I will do my best to stand by His side For with Him... I can not lose But without Him... I have already lost. Carter Chase February 14th, 2017
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