Hell is rising,
Torment flooding out my essence. Blinded by a broken heart, Desire for a healing, And to have peace with the lost. I hear demons whisper pain, And see selfish consumers butt in line. I'm tired of this world, A place where I don't belong, Where no one understands me. I feel trapped in my mind. I'm supposedly gifted and tallented, They say I'm attractive and a leader, But I feel no love from others , And that is the only gift that matters. I am consistently looking for peace And praying to the God that I go to out of guilt and in need of healing. I can no longer hide the truth that is from below. Evil has showed it's face to me And the devil has shook my hand, Although I denied it. I have become overwhelmed with the ways of the world. I choose to go the other direction, But I'm sucked in, by a vortex of illusions Tricks of lure By a master magician Casting his darks arts To deceive my mind Trying to drag me down into destruction. A repetition of getting on my feet I'll never back down, Even when I can't I will not let my fate be decided by my opponent. I'm a man A son of God And I will prevail. Blessed But also cursed, With wisdom beyond my years A fool I have become, Through my own perception of who I am. Humbled by the magnificent glory of God And belittled by the grand scale of the unknown. My emotions have escaped my control And happiness has become a rare and precious breed to me of present moments that are tossed by the waves. I count the times I smile, But I don't remember the last. I smirk often Only to impress, But what have I to show: ...Art! The answer of a freak, An outcast, Alien, Abstract mind. I express the flow of energy within me, Mixed with my understanding of the spiritual realm. I call myself a Christian But I am not like the others. I'm done hiding the truth about evil. I will no longer submit to the pressure of always watering all people. I now consider that uprooting is necessary at times, And that weeds need to be desposed of. I'll try to keep on keeping on, In hopes of eternal happiness and love in the future . But I'll strive to live in the moment Because the future will never come If the present is ignored. Carter Chase Dec.23 2016
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